Well it's been a while since i've managed to get on here!
Things have been really crazy recently and i've been going mental - and I mean mental - losing my temper just hasnt been enough!!!!!!!!!!
I know they say in life that you only get so much to deal with, that you can actually cope with - well holy shit - i've had it piled onto me!! With Murray's bloody knee surgery being in Glasgow, then him not being able to drive, hold Joseph, climb the stairs etc for over a week - its been really tough on me!! Then the computer crashing in the salon for a whole week after burglars in Anstruther had been breaking into shops, i decided to empty mine for the bank holiday weekend! They never robbed us but it caused mayhem in the long run!!! lol , then Dawn being off sick meaning i had to go back into work earlier than i'd planned, and I somehow did something to the handbrake and my beautiful new car rolled down a hill and got bashed and is still away getting fixed! (meaning i'm driving a skoda courtesy car - nice!!!) Had so much salon paperwork and phonecalls its been horrific and I cant remember any more as i've tried to block it from my mind but unfortunately it was all capped off at the weekend on my first night out drinking in 11 months and the first time i'd been out and dressed up since the baby was born, when someone who will remain nameless upset me more than anyone would ever know and asked "how long do you have left to go? when are you due?" I was gob smacked - i'm not as small as before but i was wearing a size 8 dress!!!! So what I didnt say at the time as i was too shocked - but should have said was.......... FUCK OFF asshole!!!!!!
